Hunched

There are two incidents which i will never forget .And both incidents are in different pole.Truly speaking i was "gwai"(a typical villager)...but i wanted to come out from that dusty life...not because i was keen in study...kyo ki wha roj mar khani khani parti thi( i was stubborn guy and used to fight...sometime extreme also oh i cann't explain).....after sometime my father brought me with himself....jhand life ho gya yaar....me and my father only..oh i cann't do anything.....and this was a turning point of my life.....with fast paced.....still i remember that day...winter season....Mohammad safi kuraisi(governor of bihar) was supposed to come to my school for prize distribution (only for topper).........at that day i left my house at around 9 o'clock......in whole way i was thinking about my marks.there was tough compettition btw. me and second topper..oh at least by one marks this time atleast this time i should get highest marks.....i reached the school but did not go to school campus....i waited aprox four hr....then i thougth i should....i held my breath...and directly went to see the result...ohhhhhhh i was not able to speak anything...topper but only by 1mark ahead..ecstatic.pleasant surprise and finaly got the prize from governor....nostalgic moment.
Again after long time .....i was taking my brunch and i had to go for exam.Even i never gave respect to her but still i love.....i had not talked to her for long time*tear*......because i cannot see her pain......but today...it strike in my mind...she is leaving us for forever......i went for exam...after long time apne dosto se mila due to busy schedule.....then we went resaurant and had something there......back to home around 7o'clock......but this is life.......i waisted my three years......long way to go....sigh.....after years i changed my life..ups and downs r part of life..enjoy every moment of life...life is momental....life is full of uncertainty...no one can guess...no one can predict....and that is life.

Respects beget respect

I never wanted to come to south but that was my luck..i got tickets just 2 minute before starting the train...that was day 15th august2002.17th august reached to chennai and here i suffered lot no one was giving exact direction.Somehow we got the bus for Thanjavur(temple city) ...............spending more years in tamilnadu i could not understand people's mentallity.But i liked this place during these years.First in my life i saw electricity in village..oh awesome.I think in india only Tamilndu is one of the most cultured place.slolely i learnt kunchum kunchum tamil also.oneday i was in travelling in bus and asked something in tamil and i told tamil thereyade..he felt good and told something in tamil.After completing my graduation i came to chennai.here also i faced the same problem.Suddenly i saw one guy was asking address to a person,who as looking like beggar....he called him sir and got good response.From that time i also followed the same principle and used to ask Sir(conductor) i want to go to this can u tell me which bus will go..just example...oh got well defined answer statistically.thats why i named this post "respects beget respect"

why i am blogging?

suddenly i started writing.....even i created one blog in 2006 but deleted...but why?..always i wanted to write about my life journey but everytime something stopped me... my friends pressed me if u want to write then write why r u worry..one day i was sitting in my room lonely..my room mates were not there and at 11am reading newspaper...suddenly i lost...........then i decided i will write so that down the line i can see myself what i was and what i am now.satisfied...sometimes only i satisfied by myself.Due to time constraint and my laziness i am not able to write...i want to add one character in my story named xyz...here is one more thing..before writing i started reading some blogs and i liked few.